Is it my fault im so sensitive to being called gay? Not all people are born the way you want them to be: Heck, my mind is really screwed up: It claims to hate everything, claims im gay, but usually its the excact opposite of that: mainly beacause thats the way I chose to be. Im not going to change. Another curse of mine is I always have to have the last word in. When have I not accepted others or needed a change in attitude I think im a good person when Im not intentionally pissed off. And ive been intentionally pissed off all my life: In real life and on the internet. People find it that fun to piss me off, and so they do it. It seriously pisses me off, and still does. That annoys me more than anything else, and I want it to stop too: As long as nobody says anything, I dont say anything back. Thats worked aginst me more often than it helps, but I dont care. If you decide to hate me beacause of this Alex, go right ahead, thats fine with me, it wont effect me at all,